Progress Instead of Perfection
When I look back over all that has happened in 2023, things seem a bit overwhelming.
The year’s upsides:
- Solo trips for the first time in many years
- acquiring new skills, opportunities, and connections
The downsides:
- plans going awry
- unexpected home renovations
- new or worsened medical conditions in family members
- rising food and housing costs
- tragic world events
… and more.
Yet, I’m calmer than I have ever been.
Some would say this calm is the result of sheer exhaustion: but the reality is that I’ve become more intentional on focusing on what I can do – and not the mountain of ‘I have to do this right now’ tasks. It’s a practice I lost somewhere along the way, but that’s coming back to me.
New habits
So, what does this focus on what I can do look like? It means:
- letting go of the ‘I should haves’, and forgiving myself
- concentrating on today
- planning for the future
This new focus also means:
- setting boundaries
- reducing time on social media so tasks get done
- taking a different approach to household chores:
- when necessary, telling others “There is not more of me. You have to step up.”
- saying no sometimes or asking for help (just as I do outside of our home)
Now, I concentrate on making progress in increments:
- decluttering one space or item at a time
- keeping a running list of things that need to get done, and being happy if one gets crossed off on any day
- writing bits of material instead of a blog
- reading fiction one or two pages at a time
- capturing small moments with each of my six children daily, inviting them to help with tasks I am already doing, or spending time on their interests.
Many Benefits
The result? My house is cleaner, I’m able to volunteer or take a break without feeling guilty, my family is communicating better, and I am feeling less taken for granted.
It’s progress, not perfection, and I’m good with that.